Today, was a good day. life started to change, for the better
She came back.
after lots and lots of time of her not being there, somehow she came back
through the haze and pain and suffering, she came back
and now the Big smile, that i have missed came back aswell.
The hole is starting to fill up, its a good thing, i think. i dont know still. i think the hole will empty itself out a bit, when i see them together, holding hands, and kissing. but it will fill up.
I was pondering the other night, on whether or not i should just become an emotionless potato, that way. i would never have to feel the pain of a love that could never be, or even be sad when my cat dies.
don't worry, my cat did not die, but i am forever feeling the pain of a love that can never be,
shit, im a morbid fuck. sorry everyone i just need to get all of this emotional poision of my chest. its really quite heavy.
ahhhhhhh DEEP Breaths. 1 in 1 out 1 in 1 out.
Thats better. i think...
time to go anyway. i think....
Love to all of you. and to myself. its important to love yourself. or you have no selfvalue and hence no value of anyone else.
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