Arm Pit

My life is like an arm pit of a person who hasnt showered in a week
its smelly
Hairy
and scares all its closest friends away

im over life
perhumps od? perhumps not

too many people would be upset.... sucks that your friends have expectations,

over and out

Ahahahha HOLIDAYS

I was thinking about the holidays, and i thought to myself
FUCK!!!!!!
one more year until i finish school forever like my friend Taylor.

Well, i think its time to get myself into gear, and start studying,

so far i have done zilcho studying these holidays, and i have a huge english essay that so far i have failed to write :/ EEPSKIS.

:( I went to every single eels final game this year we beat

WE BEAT THE FAGGONS-----Beau Was Happy
WE BEAT THE TITANS-------Beau Was Happy
OMG WE BEAT THE BULLDOGS, BEAU BROKE HIS FINGER BUT----------Beau Was Happy.

AND THEN
THE STORM :'( they beat us:/

PARRAMATTA ARE STILL IN MY HEART. FOREVER :P

This is a picture of every one :) we all love the eels and were following them to the end.

Everymorning these holidays, i have popped up and done an hour or so of piano practice,(which consists of playing with chords and such)

:) it helps one prepare for what could be an awsome, or a shite day ahead.

Well, thats 90% of my internal Musings for the last few days, Ahh
last bit

MICHAEL BUBLE...................... Makes me smile and get a really bubbly feeling in my solar plexus.

some of the songs that i love from him are
Haven't Met You Yet && Some Kind Of Wonderful

Well, much love to my followers :) have a bright and happy week, and incase i dont write for a while,
Good Afternoon, Goodevening and Goodnight

Life decided to Smile on me Today

Today, was a good day. life started to change, for the better

She came back.
after lots and lots of time of her not being there, somehow she came back
through the haze and pain and suffering, she came back
and now the Big smile, that i have missed came back aswell.

The hole is starting to fill up, its a good thing, i think. i dont know still. i think the hole will empty itself out a bit, when i see them together, holding hands, and kissing. but it will fill up.

I was pondering the other night, on whether or not i should just become an emotionless potato, that way. i would never have to feel the pain of a love that could never be, or even be sad when my cat dies.

don't worry, my cat did not die, but i am forever feeling the pain of a love that can never be,

shit, im a morbid fuck. sorry everyone i just need to get all of this emotional poision of my chest. its really quite heavy.

ahhhhhhh DEEP Breaths. 1 in 1 out 1 in 1 out.

Thats better. i think...

time to go anyway. i think....

Love to all of you. and to myself. its important to love yourself. or you have no selfvalue and hence no value of anyone else.